Tuesday, January 15, 2008 / 6:30 PM |
I woke up from sleep,I felt sluggish. My legs wobble, my hands quivering. I know I shouldnt feel that way, but somehow has regressed again. I knew I shouldnt rake up the poignant past, I know it will make me cry. But I always had this compelling need & make a pompous confession I need his attention & his warmth to mollify me when Im dying with this plight. Yet I know I can't, it's not necessary to let him know either. I love him very much, but it should be mutual you are always doing things for him & Jes, I think it's time to do something for your self. Stop living for others. Live for your self. |