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Monday, October 29, 2007 / 1:04 PM |
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Been busy working & I think I've neglected people around me. It's too long to list out names, & hey beloved ones, fret not, my love is still around. Bennie has been fetching me home frequently. And seriously I love his mother's cooking! Some people say I'm naive, I, my self confessed it as well. At times I really hope I could put the clock back to the days with you get what you desired & everything goes your way. But now, as inconspicuous as possible, so that trouble won't come to me. Cus I ever experienced predicaments which caused me to believe, Lesser friends, lesser problems. Don't you agree with me? But I just wanna say, I'd never put a mask & act as if I'm someone else, when I cared for a friend, I really mean it. I always mean what I've said. Yet... sigh & Yuling, I don't know why did you say that. I don't even know you. You aren't justified to even say me, or did I owe you a living or something like that? But well, you are right. I lamented the lose of Ben's love, but I always cry for a reason. I knew Ben likes you, I knew he had feelings for you. I knew that all along although he has been denying initially. But I fought for what I want. And hey, you know something? I'm totally disgusted by your words. You don't even know what is happening between us. You don't even know what had he told me about you. You don't even know how well we have been all along although we weren't together. rekindled? Not to that extend but very near that perpective. The problem is, I did not even waste a min of my life talking about you. Please, I thought you were nice. But now, I think you are really nothing but a shit-brain. |