Time went by in a haze, it's already August & soon meet an end for 2oo7. Hectic days or not, everyday I'm preoccupied with stuff & thoughts.. but everytime I recall, for the past few months were nothing but empty. I guess I'm just doing nothing but dallying.
I really wonder what the hell I'm up to, I feel so bothered. But I'm oblivious to people & things happening around anymore. Nothing really affects my emotion, I'm so immune to love, friendship problems.. These stuff have hurt me enough.
By the way, Carmen sent me a message which lead me into a dilemma. Hesistated for quite a while to reply or not, however my nimble fingers seemed to be stoned. If you were reading this, thanks for your concern. Perhaps I should have reply, but on the contrary my senses were stopping me to do so. It keeps me ruminating on the words you said that day & yes, it really hurts. Our friendship seemed to be jeopardised so much.
Is Life meant to be like this to never go your way?
I've been missing my halcyon days heaps... I need to find back the reason for me to be happy.
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