Saturday, May 19, 2007 / 11:05 AM |
Few years back, I was Ben's girl. At that time, he was my everything & I loved him so much. However, he stabbed my heart & twisted the knife over & over again for doing 'things' behind me. Thinking back, it's such an absurd yet unexplainable. HE was the one in the wrong yet it's always ended up to be me who beg for a patch-up. I'd cried 24/7 because of him. and PRESENTLY, he has been the one wanting me back & crying for the lose of me. But do you know that after much ' sick & tired' -ness, even how hard you can't or you DON't want to let go. Your hopes just shattered & your heart would just die, automatically. Once the heart died, it's very quite impossible to make amends. That is why now there's a lot of lady are sick of guys & become lesbian? HAHA I'll be lying if I say I don't care AT ALL anymore. It's merely that my heart & soul... they need some rest. =) I don't need a man for the time being.. |