
I feel so down, just out of a sudden..
Oh maybe it's moodswings or something, but I don't know.. I merely dislike having this feeling which is occupying my entire being, it suck like don't know what lah. =(
I always have this thought on my mind ' who is the one that I can turn to anytime when the whole world seems crashing me?'
It's like so what if you have innumerable friends?
Because I think most of them only make your life suck up.. Especially girls.
Okay I have some true ones, but there's always things I don't like about one individually.
& when I discovered the bad points about someone, I feel like fuckin' that person upside down =.= I hate tolerating. zz
otherwise, I would just drift away without a sound.
Because since I don't like you, I think it's up to no point to contact each other. lol that's me lah.
I want a flawless best friend.
who can loves me & give me the best that they can give.. & care for me, make me feel loved every single day.
I know you gonna say, Dream on. nobody is perfect. =(
I knew that too x(
sigh
I need someone who can rely on..
i need more more more & MORE true friends.. please give me your number (in my tagboard)if you are one. thank you.lol cheer up jess.
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