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Monday, January 15, 2007 / 4:26 PM  
  


it's just a dreary day in school & like okay, it's rather fine if the sky rain throughout the midnight ( so very nice to slp mah ) & the same goes for during sch hours. But definitely not after school dismissal because it's what happening now,

so like I'm totally drenched because of the dumb rain.
it's like OH MOMMY, when can the fuckin' rain drops stop falling down?

& UNCLE SUN, please please chase the rain away.
Rainning EVERY-SINGLE day totally irks me to the max.
it dirty my feet & grounded me at home. zz!

Oh yah, there's this despicable grouchy slut in my school.
Like maybe there's more of them which I do not know but ok,
MDM HSU, my chinese teacher, suck in everyway.
The girls will agree with me, definitely.

arghhh.

So like I just know this guy, okay he's a teacher actually.
Name Mr Song.
He is Hot Stuff man. HAHA.
=P
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I've liaise the problems between us.
I know my words hurts him.


But my notion is like if ur explanation was not lucid enough, then how do opposite party comprehend your words?

okay I must confess that my love always fades away.
but think about it, why does it happen?

It's merely because
he can't gives what I want...

like yah, 2 years plus of relationship.
& like so what?

I'd dare say I've been always the one giving in for the past 2 years.
& he did not appreciate it, he took me for granted shit.He hurt me so bad.

I've open my heart to give him chances over & over again.
Because I always think that, laconically,everyone deserve chances to change.
& like, I did.

Yah he did change better in certain ways.
But it's barely enough..

it's not that my expectations is high
it's just that..
I really thinks that I deserve MORE than what he's giving..

I'm not arrogant
you'll never understand =)

sometimes it's so hard to let go because, you're so used to the person's presence already.