I'm not getting any better, my voice is so out-of-tone.
I can't talk properly, my voice would suddenly went off like u lower ur speaker volume to the minimum. I don't sound like me, my-self anymore. x(
I've problem babbling words from my mouth which makes me have to REPEAT so many times just to make people comprehend what I'm trying to say.
So I found out something which I don't wish to know, which makes my tears burst out. & I did not want to know anything, any further too. It's extremely backstairs influencing.
I was totally in a sombre mood last night & my eyes are swollen like Ultra manx(
& thanks Victoria & Joreen, whom tried hard to appease me. =)
Joreen's Nephew is real cute, check the picture out!
I felt snubbed when Ben treated me in certain ways.
ahhh, whatever..
the constant burden I'm carrying seems too hard for me,
but at the same time, our love inspire me to hold on.
however, the in-despair & heartaches it gave literally kills.
boo~L.o.v.e
I don't need somebody to complete me, I complete my self nobody has got to belong to somebody else he can't give what I want sigh
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