Friday, October 20, 2006 / 9:16 AM |
Memories flashing back now & then, it's just unforgettable. Happy things are tend to be forgotten easily. Which such that bad things tend to remain in your mind constantly, some stays forever. People says, 'Forgive & forget' Forgiving is easy, on the other hand, it's rather difficult & quite impossible to forget when your loved one hurts you. Just imagine, I've been hurt for 100000000 times?-.- Okay that's quite exaggerating. But in fact, I've really been hurt for umpteen times. sigh Just picture a broken heart, with cracks around it. And picture the awful looking of it whereby it was broken, & was stick back again. & broken, then stick back again. And that's where the scars appears. I should say, even super glues don't last for very long. It will be broken again.=\hais. It just hurts when the memories appear in my mind. I will fucking cry.T_T How much I love him. But I forgotten how to express my self. How much I care for him. But I don't know the right way to show. How much I've done for him, however he will never understand. zzz |