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Thursday, October 26, 2006 / 9:59 PM

I hate it when Dad came upon & starts to Long-winding about my studies.
Even though it's always the same particular things that he will mention, '' the future is in your hand'' or '' do you think you can survive in future just being a blind bat?'' or ''stop wasting your time, study hard for your studies's sake.''

But everytime he liaise about those matter, I would just sat in stony silence with tears coursing down my cheeks as he repeats these stuff.
I know I've disappoint him & breaks his heart.
Or maybe he's really mad because I did not put in effort.

Whatever it is, initially it's matters me.
I cause my self to be in this state.
This pathetic state.

Ben, sorry that I gave you cold shoulder.
I'm really in a bad bad mood.
Friends, if I ignore your msg or calls.
sorry.

sigh

The sky is enveloping with darkness.
hais~

I'm not as smart as my Brother.
I'm not as talented as him either.
I'm sorry I can't make you happy by taking awards & good certs into your hands like how my brother always did now & then.
Parents, I'm sorry.

I hate daddy.
He makes me cry.