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Sunday, September 10, 2006 / 8:02 PM |
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Metup with Weiqing, it's been so long we've spend time together. Although it's just a short period of time, but whenever she's with me, there's a strong feeling within me,which words wouldn't decribe, she brighten up my day instantly. We've once been so close, once we msg & call each other without fail each day. And from the bottom from my heart, truthfully, I missed the times. We share out frustrations together, again we're always harmonized. Constantly, I feel a close affinity towards her.And I hope, it'll last. I'm vexed, I twigged that I've bottle up so many things inside my heart. So many things were left un-said, I chose not to speak up, I chose not to talk it out. I'm afraid, things would go worst if I did. My heart sank each time I thought about the load, weighing heavy inside me. And the fact was, it causes me to break down each & every night. sigh. There's always ways to solve one matter, there's always chance to resolve one problem. That's what people says. But it's no such thing, for the thing, Love. You're the one who gave me the pail of lies, and now I'm so living in doubt. I'm loosing my grip, I just could not pretend that I've overcome the bleak past, I merely could not get over all the incidents that had happened. Dear boy, I'm so tired. You've mere to hurt me too many times. Just too many times. Can you let me go.. Please? |