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Tuesday, July 04, 2006 / 4:25 PM |
| lonely heart. |
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Can you elaborate the word for me,''satisfaction'' ? Izzit having Big houses & driving Big cars?Or be millionair & buy the world? Money can buy watch,but cannot buy time. Money can buy marriage,but cannot buy love. Happiness is certainly the most important ,because without happiness,even if you're the richest person on earth,you really have nothing. I'm so lonesome,in the sense that I'm like being ommited. Rather then you see smiles on my face,what do you really know inside me. I'm not the only child,neither my parents divorce noy my grandparents passed away. But does this makes a diffrence? I can't deny that i rely on dick a lot,it's becus I've no choice.It seems that he is the only person who care for me & the one who's there that i can care for. What about my humble abode,I hope i can spend more time with my parents,I want to share with my predicaments,in my relationships,my studies,I want them to teach me what to do.Becus'afterall our parents are still the Best source of imformation.But where do they got time for me?When was the last time I really had a good & long chat with them? When was the last time i had a dinner with my relatives,they are the ones who brought me numerous humourous jokes.When I really laugh my heart out. I missed my grandparents so much,they are the one who dote on grand children the most.Even comparing to my parents,they give us so much.On the other hand,They are my best friend,the person who I can really talk to comfortably,with no fright to hesitate to say something or not to.They gave me loves & warmth when i really know such word as ''family'' I miss hongkong so much,I miss my Old home so much.I miss the place where I'm born & grow up for just 3 or 4 years.I miss My f a m i l i e s so so much. I can really feel the sense of d r i f t i n g apart,do they feel the same or is it,only me? I hope they know i've never forget them,& i want them to know I miss them.I want them to know the halycons memories always remain in my mind vividly.I want them to know I love them. I want to accomplish my studies,but it seems to no avail.Or is it I've not slog hard enough.I promise,I'll do my very best. I want the friends I have,those that I really treat you as one.To treat me as one too. & not when you've other friends,& den,I'm being forgotten. I want Ben to know,I LOVE YOU. I want Shandy to know,even if we're busy with our things & have no time for each other.I always misses you. I want Carmen to Know ,I'd treat you as my real sister. I have 2 true friends,& One Love. I meant it from the bottom of my heart. I hope I'm important to you too. Cus I love you all. & without u all,I'm really nothing. Cus i know even if i have 10 friends,half of them are not trustworthy at all. |