Wednesday, July 12, 2006 / 5:40 PM |
Dick was supposed to meet me today,but his grandma collapsed & was sent to the hospital.Hope she recuperate soon. Is it really very apprehensive when your grandparents or someone who is closed to you were ill on bed?I don't know how it feels like,cus my grandparents,both sides are still healthy & alive =D hope they wan sui wan sui wan wan sui . lol So many people's relative or grandparents passed away,but not mine.I havent really experienced the feeling of losing someone who is close to me.Except my uncle (who commited suicide) How can i describe my feelings,just like,I knew he's not here anymore.But i cannot accept the fact,I can still feels him around & feels him living.sigh. I'm not running away from reality but,I really missed him. back to the topic,yah so not meeting dick anymore.He had to stay in the hospital pei his ah ma.I'm so boreedd,I'm gg to play my Dota soon. Do i counted as a avid Dota-player now ? =D |