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Tuesday, June 13, 2006 / 12:12 PM |
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i gave you all my best,I changed for the better to make you happy.I tried to make you laugh with my lame jokes.i tried to make you feel better when ur vex whenever u quarrel with ur parents.I tried not to call or msg u to fan ni when ur in school studyin but i cant,i miss u...so much so much. I did all my best,I wants to accompany u and stay by ur side.I thought u need me but maybe i was wrong.you don't.I can skip school for you,I can meet you everyday and reject all my friend's outing.I can Don't eat & save the money to go out with you altho i really want to use it on the stuff i wanna buy..I know everytime you pay for movies,breakfast,lunch & dinner.I really appreciate it.I don't mind u have no $$ and stay @ ur house,Im not bored.I'm reeally not.I just want you by my side and then,I'm happy and satisfied.is that so difficult? Do you remember how many times we had a big quarreled and U hang up my phone.I was cryin like a mad woman and u ignore me.You went to sleep.I couldnt stop crying & i couldnt go to bed,I went to ur house downstairs when the sun had not even rise.I waited for u alone in the night ,till u wake up & call me.I was wanting to see you cus i missed you. Do you remember that day we had a big quarrel & you scolded me violently.i cried like shit.Instead or console what did i get from you?You say i ''SIAO,cry for wad?'' but then,I'm still the one to ask you not to leave me. Do you still remember how many times I hurt your hands,lookin @ the wounds on ur arm make my heartaching more.I'm very sorry.But I don't mean to do it.I just want to grab you back.hais do you remember how many times You contact girl?Being so close with them make me jealous.How many times u do such thing behind me?& how many times i forgave you.Did i ever done it before?junhong,in tt case i was reli stoppin him to tok.HE DID NOT. How many times i cried today?yesterday?how many times in this week or this month.How many times i have cried this year or the last year.How many times i've cried for you?ni kan dao wo zhe yang,ni zhen de bu shang xin ma? hais I really cant lose you,I really need you.I truely Loves you and I absolutely miss you whenever your not here.but how can u treat me likthis? my beloved boy... |